Contented

I should be contented with the things i have. It’s never enough if you compare. We can have the richest man on earth and he still has his own problems.

Seeing the less fortunate people in the world, they are living in the spaces of fear. Wars and bombings happen unexpectedly. It may be just a small group of people who are acting and performing all the terror within the masses. But are the innocents to be blamed to get involved in life and death?

There are people who can hardly fill their stomach and there in the other side of the world, we wasted our food. They cannot afford to eat like what we do. Fish… Chicken… Scallop… Prawns… and the simplest thing of all – rice. Feeding the entire family with sufficient food is a problem and needless to say about education as well as luxurious wants ( Travelling, Massage, Branded goods)

To be honest, not getting into any of the Singapore Uni was one of my regrets. I dun get to enjoy the uni life that i should have gotten. The fun, the friends, the schooling stress … But come to think about it, how will i become if I’m leading the usual path? I may not have what i own today… Probaly a different me too. I may not become as independent as i am now, managing both studies and my job.

I should be contented!!!

What’s more when i enjoyed so much good food over the weekend.

Friday – Salted egg Prawn, Chilli Crab and black Pepper Crab

Saturday – Chilli Crab

Sunday – Durian cake and Japanese food

And i got to watch red cliff with the big gang of us – 6 in total. I like it this way. I can feel that dad n mum are getting happier as the days go by.

Lesser problems = More Happiness

The happiness was brought by the news of me changing job. Of course a better prospect and benefits as well… That’s what family is. Feeling the Happiness that is expressed out from the bottom of the heart for you. Not just the mouth saying…”good for you” that sounds totally sarcastic.

I tender!

11 August 2008 will be a brand new start of the other stage of my career. Congrats me okie?  =)

Dun be a Typical Singaporean

Singaporean….

We are not branded as Singaporean for nothing. We are Kiasu… We love sales… We love to compare

Sometimes, it’s unbearable that I can’t even stand it. I simply dun understand why. Last saturday, mummy and I were trying to catch the bus from Jurong East MRT to IMM. Typical Singaporeans….

SQUEEZE…

SQUEEZE…

And…

SQUEEZED….!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fine, mummy and I totally lost to them and gotta end up standing in the bus. I dun really mind it’s really like a short ride. Perhaps 3 to 5 mins… And when we reached, I think the most appropriate way is to allow those people who are standing to get down first. It clears the walkway in the bus. And what do Singaporeans do?

They wanna be the first one to get in and first one to get down. They squeezed their way thru jus to get down. Aren’t they morons???

Yucks….

It kills me!!!

I’m bored…

Hahaha … yes i’m blogging at work. My boss is out to run some errands and left me in the office with OTHER colleagues. How am i suppose to bear such boredom alone??? I need a life man… get me some entertainment.

Oh boy, My entertainment is out… my boss is a joker. She entertains me everything. We complain to each other like nobody business. When she’s not around, i feel kinda sleepy.

I’m so tired… I wanna go for hols. Hahaha…

I’m looking forward for the Korea trip in year end.

I wanna go Australia – for my next year jun hols…

I wanna go Europe – for … ( I dunno… for hols lor)

I wanna go Canada – for my cruise…

I wanna go Japan – for my brother went and i havent

Mr. Chan…. u saw it??? I wanna go….!!!!

It’s not what you do but who you know

Ever since Nick left for Indonesia, i guess my party session had never been that fun till Desmond came about. He is agnes’s manager who can really marks a clear line between work and party. Though i’m not a colleague of his, i can tell he is totally a different person when he is at work and off work.

Having the right group, right timing and right venue will make it a perfect party session. I love to party as a group. The nonsense that a group can create…  that is the absolute fun. U know the music, the dance and a little bit of drinks… u can let your hair down.

Enough of partying…

And of course some thoughts that i have,

I guess the saying of “it’s not what you do but who you know” is really very true. I witnessed a real life example in my life. From a not very well to do family to what Mr J is today, it show the importance of who you know. Being together with a rich family’s daughter allows him to drive luxurious car and promotion from executive level to manager just in 3 months time. Seriously, i dun like the idea about it. If the gender role has switched over,i guess it’s still not tat bad. Now, it’s jus makes me think that Mr J is depending on the gf’s family.

Come on…. smart in a way but i feel disgrace for him.

Perhaps getting out of the usual lifestyle and moving into a upper class living is the target that he wishes to move towards. I dunno… I dun even talk to him.

I’m jus KPO… Wanna share with everyone this useless guy exists in the world whereby it’s like the drama series scenario.

Stages of life

It’s really how amazing about life. Getting married to having a baby… it’s moving on to a brand new chapter.

Dun get mistaken… I’m not annoucing I’m getting married or i’m pregnant.  Just that Colin’s sis gave birth to a baby boy last week. OMG…. it’s so cute!!! He is so tiny. Everything about him is so tiny. I wanna visit him!!!

For all u know, i know babies and kids. Perhaps i make a good mother next time. Hahaha….

Finally, i finished my exams. Not to think so much about results, what’s more important is to enjoy my hols while it last before a new school term starts. Went out with Agnes and Jolyn on the day i finished my exam… Jolyn is still forever so funny. We laughed from the start to the time we parted. Thinking back about those days… days that we were so poor to the extent, sitting in front of ATM and thinking of ways to rob pple… Digging out the money that we had to share the octopus balls… Disturbing our classmates about cheating in exam…

We had laughed over these events for so many times… for every time we meet, we tok about it and laughed over it. Never seems to be tired of all these… I miss those days…

Things are so different now. Friends drift away. The ones remain will somehow be your friends that will going to last for life. We headed different ways, to poly , to uni, to working society. We met eventually but all excel differently. We have different goals and targets in life, achieving different desires. What’s more better is to be happy for your fren’s achievement than to be jealous over it.

I’m glad about who i am and what i am now. Of course desire for more… it takes time. I’m not exactly rushing my way through. So take it easy…

Mmm…. Gathering coming up. Yaojun msn me yesterday to ask me to organise a gathering for them. I’m fine with that. I dun contact anyone except Violet… It doesnt make me a good position to organise right? He insisted … and said that i will have more influence over it… If i go, pple will go. Who are those pple? Hahaha… i nv seems to know I have such influence…?!?!?!?

 

My mind is floating away. OMG… everyone is finishing or rather has already finished their exam except me and those uniSIM-ers who are still struggling with revision.

I’m not exactly struggling for revision. I jus couldnt be bothered… Not into studying mood. I know it’s really a serious problem but of course, out of no choices, i still have to flip my books to ensure that i still able to answer some questions in the exam.

I’m jus aiming for a pass for all papers. Who cares about all distinction or all the A and B? Utimately, it’s the paper that give u the cert that counts the most. Does your HR even request for your transcript upon applying for jobs?

No, right?

I’m not taking any Honours or Scholarship. I jus wan my Bsc Business. That’s it!

Anyway, I’m getting more used to my current workplace especially my Manager. She can be really entertaining at times. She is always full of expressions…

Through my experience, HR usually is very scare of the aduitors to ask this and that, digging out the past one year records. And guess what, this cute manager of mine has made the auditor very scare of her by her own funny way. U gotta see it with your own eyes… Then you will know how funny she is.

Ok… Time to work…

F.R.I.E.N.D.

I can’t forget the scene… The scene that friendship had blown away with the wind

I can’t forget the time… The time that things are kept in the dark

I can’t forget the day… The day that it was pretended nothing has happened

I can’t forget the months… The months that we drifted apart

Sad to say but the truth is always disappointing. The laughters and the smiles that can be found have all gone with the wind at the instance of transparency. Regaining the smiles isn’t an easy thing to do. Smiles cannot be forced even it can, it’s not expressed from the bottom of the heart.

May it be a petty person i am, it takes time to regain the relationship, the happy memories, the smiles and the trust.

How long? No one knows… At least not for the time being… not for the moment that they are together. It just flashes too much memories…

Appearing

Re-appearing

Just like yesterday

Injury causes wound- Wound heal-Scar left behind… over the years, a scar is still a scar.

Did you ever think about how much you can trust a person?

Did you ever be wary of anyone?

Did you ever pretend to be nice to a person that you don’t feel like being nice to?

Did you ever believe of the saying ” once bitten twice shy”?

Did you ever have nothing to talk to a person?

Did you?

Did you?

I love Annie!!!

She is the nicest colleague in my current workplace. I guess i’m gonna miss her and of course, her small little baby that has yet to be out in this world. She is the only one that i could be able to have heart to heart talk. Well, having her around giving some suggestions and advices and of course to lend me a listening ear.

It’s always like tat… Time to part… we still have to part! Annie and Helen gave me a farewell lunch this afternoon. Mmm… U know… the feeling is beyond words. Though we can still meet up, it’s jus that “leaving” feeling that gives me a little emo!!!

Of coz… no tears, jus a simple smile with gratitude for the past one year. Dun mistaken… I’m still working there!!! Boo… it’s not my last day YET!!!!

I fall ill over the week. Down with fever, flu, cough, sore throat… almost all the common diseases that you can think of, i got them all. I was MC for 1 week plus. U can jus imagine!!!

At least, i got a good and long rest over that break…

Finally, counting down to fly over to shanghai… it’s on coming friday!!! Waited for so long for another hols… Okie, fine… not exactly tat long. My last trip was in January 2008 to Bangkok.

You know it’s not tat easy to cope with work and studies especially SIM is coming up with really stupid things of having 5 credits for each module that makes everything moves so rapidly. I seriously still prefer the old system. People create changes for the better yet my ‘ intelligent” school comes up with changes that makes no improvement in anything.

Managed to catch 2 new movies with Colin before flying off to Shanghai. Thumbs up to the three kingdoms and mmmm…. perhaps 1.5 out of 5 stars for the empress and warriors movie. I guess i’m falling in love with those fighting shows… I tot it was really nice!!!! I wanna watch the upcoming forbidden city and the red cliff.

Yippy!!!!!!!!!

I know it’s getting boring over in my blog.

Not having frequent updates….

No photos…. but all words words words now….

I try to take some pics in shanghai and upload them. As usual, i try but no promises. =)

I’m back!!!

I couldn’t recall when was the last update i have for my blog. I got a little too busy with tons of things happening around me. I guess it’s not jus a little too busy but in fact, I’m packed with programmes and too lazy to update.

Of course, i shall start blogging again. You know that’s always a point of time when bloggers starts to blog everyday and went disappear for a period of time ( losing interest in blogging) and came back blogging or even start a brand new blog. I guess i’m experiencing something like this.

Ok… update you what i have been doing the last few months. Basically, I have enjoyed many many man good food that i gain 5 kg.

No joke!!!!

I’m trying real hard to slim down now. PLease please please…. if anyone got the fastest way of slimming, tag me okie? Appreciate your kindness advice!!!

I went to Bangkok in January for my shopping spree…. and hopefully going over to shanghai in April… Korea in December or maybe i can slot in one more bangkok trip in between. I was really planning so hard for my hols. Saw really cheap air ticket on sales to Frankfurt. Wanna go so badly but I was thinking it’s germany…. and language is a problem for me. Most prob pple will be speaking german ( yes, i know some of them know english) but travelling around such a big country, doing free and easy…. tat’s my very first time. No idea if the things there are expensive as compared to Singapore…

Tons of things to consider…

Second thoughts…. perhaps i should save more and go with the package tour!!!

So Heaven, please grant me a job that pays me more… so that i can save more to go for my hols…. knock knock…. receive my wish????