Seriously, i’m not too sure if i have changed or people have changed. Initially, when my boss has just joined the company, cat was really nice to me and chat with me a lot. We often go for breakfast, lunch and even meet up with Susan.

She was then being posted to the other office in Singapore for a few months. We drifted. Someow, i have provoked the other 2 managers in some ways in work. You know … really stupid thing like she was screaming at her staffs till they cried. Morally, this is a little too much to do so. It’s not an excuse just to say that you are pregnant and just lost control of your temper. They don’t deserve such harsh treatment. Best deal… her so called good colleagues went to tell the other lady about it and that lady went to gossip adding some oil to it. This just went round like that and she assumed that it was me who complained to my boss. One more stupid woman was about her physiotherapy and make a big hoo-ha over the cancellation of an insurance policy that was requested by my ex-boss. She just seems to blame it on me on the cancellation. Pea-brainer… She think i can decide to continue or to cancel the policy. I’m just a low- rank employee. Freaking mad womens!!!

That’s y i did not want to lunch with them anymore. It jus put my appetite off with them around. I started to lunch out with those of the same level as me from Procurement, marketing and finance. When Cat is posted to my office, she still joined back her usual lunch kaki. Occasionally, i still go over to her place to talk to her. But, it just seems not to be the same again.

It seems to be that when i’m closer to my boss, they drift away. I guess they most probably think that I have changed a lot to be able to keep a close relation with my boss.

I’m jus so sick of that….and guess what today…i have totally forgotten to book conference room for my afternoon meeting. I managed to squeeze out a room in the end. However, no projector was available. I was quite mad about it as it was being brought over to the finance conference in the hotel. But think about it, hotel can’t provide our finance conference a projector??? They were like no… it is chargable. It will depend on how you negotiate and if you have squueze something on the room package then they are not able to offer complimentary projector.

BULLSHIT!!!! I used to work in hotel and i know all these as long as you pushed for it. The hotel will definitely give it complimentary usage for the meeting. She even take scissors… post-it pad to the hotel. I was like duh!!!! Cna’t she just ask the hotel for it? You think hotel is so poor not being able to offer all these and provide us with a one-stop service for conference. What if we are not based in singapore but other countries? Will i need to bring those things from one country to another? STUPID… How would i know that she will need to bring that projector over. So… i get the IT team to set up monitor for me so that the presentation can be put through the monitor. He offered me a 17 inch monitor. I was just asking if there is a bigger one. He was like ” Yeah, Your Boss lor!!!” Then, he goes on… oh she has the biggest one… Damn sarcastic… He expect me to take my boss’s monitor? See… stupid again

Pardon me… but i just need to vent my frustration!!!